Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Mix 08'....What Else?

Have you ever reached a stage in your belief where you are wondering what could possibly be next?...and by that I mean Have you ever reached that point where you wonder what more God could possibly do for you? The Mix 08' is coming up and I wasn't able to go last year but this past spring and summer I have grown so much in every way, and I have everyone at The Rock to thank for that, especially my small group leader who has become one of my BFF's and who is an awesome example of how someone living for Jesus should be like! I'm super excited for The Mix but I have reached a questioning point....there are going to be people there who have very little maybe even some who have no faith at all there at The Mix, and I'm 100% sure that their world is going to get ROCKED and I'm so excited for them, but anyways as I was saying there are going to be people there who have little faith, their world will be Rocked, but what is God going to do for me? What more can God do for me? I feel less important than them, than anyone around me because I always put other people first so to me they are more important and I should sit back and let them receive Jesus since I already have. I guess I may have reached a hault in my growth state. Sure, I help out in the nursery...alot, and I love it whole-heartedly it makes me happy, I am a little part of New Wine, and I also love and commit to that whole-heartedly especially since that's one of the things I asked God for! But I still wonder, what more could he possibly do? I know he is not done with me yet, but I still quesition whether or not he is. What else can he do? What else can I do?...Will The Mix 08' even change anything for me?

1 comment:

TIMED said...

You seem to be very religious. I respect your opinion but don't feel less important than anyone.