When it comes to my dreams, I think hard and long about what I want. Everyone who knows me knows that my heart has ultimatly been left on stage...the stage, oh sweet sweet spotlight...it brings me closer to not only knowing who I truly am, but it also brings me closer to god because before I hear the claps of the audience it's just me and him. I like to call it being "in the zone" because when you're there, it's like you're zoned out of this world, and as you're performing you don't even remember that there's anyone watching until u hear the claps, then when u open your eyes and look around you're like whoa I forgot they were here!...I LOVE that feeling, the feeling that god is the only one watching you and looking into your heart as you're singing out just for him. Tonite I went to the TRI show, and as I was watching each of them use their instruments (which are really good ones by the way, including vocals as an instrument) but as I was watching them I was thinking (and dreaming) I wonder what it feels like to be a part of something like that, what it feels like to be able to say "oh well my band so and so...", what it feels like to just be a part of something like that, I wonder that if I was a part of something like that if I would be any good, or if I would be able to blow people away or have them hoping that someday they could be that good (as I was tonite). I dream that someday I have that, but I find myself slowly doubting with the years passing that maybe that will never happen for me, that maybe that's only meant for certain people and maybe I'm not good enough to be a part of something like that...but that is and has always been since I was very little, one of my hearts biggest desires. My hopes, my dreams, they're huge...but sometimes I just don't know where to start. God speak to me PLEASE!
-Christianna Denise
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awwwwwww don't give up
I've wanted to start a christian band actually. It hasn't happened. A lot of the time, it's how much effort we put into things that get us where we are. I think I've dreamt so much that reality is hard to come by. It's like in order to have the dreams come true, you have to just stop talking so much about it and do it!! IT's so hard, but it's true. If we put no effort into it, then it might never happen.
so do you want to make music with me????
I have the tools to record here at my house and everything.
I need to do something with music. I feel like I've been given something gloriously beautiful by God but I'm not doing anything with it! Like I just keep it locked away in my mind....well i'm ready to share it. Do you want to start making music with me?
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